Now i'm pressured

I think i'm feeling very stress and pressure now. i think i just want to go somewhere to release my stress. lani fikiran tengah berserabut :(

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431 H

assalamualaikum

to all my Muslim readers, Salam Maal Hijrah.

Semoga tahun baru 1431H ini membawa seribu rahmat & penuh keberkatan kepada kita semua, aminnn.

pada zaman sekolah rendah dulu, saya pagi2 lagi dah bangun nak ikut rombongan sekolah utk perarakan maal hijrah awal muharam di padang merdeka, kuching. seronok sgt masa tu eh.

masuk sekolah menengah pulak, join pertandingan nasyid.. bernasyidlah kami ramai2 atas pentas dewan sekolah. yg best di smsk ni, cikgu2 & student sama2 organize aktiviti. mcm2 lah aktivitinya, tak tersebut..hehehe... sambutan hari guru, maulidur rasul, hari sukan, hari anugerah cemerlang, etc... aaah, bila teringat time2 sekolah dulu, saya jd rindu sgt pd kenangan d smsk, lama tuuu..1996-2000. kawan2 semuanya baik2 dan dah mcm adik-beradik. 5 years in boarding school really makes us so closed.

for our son, ahmad ayman nasaie, ibu mendoakan semoga membesar menjadi anak yg saleh, sihat dan bijaksana, aminnn.

for my husband, all the best in your studies. belajar rajin-rajin syg! serajin yg mungkin! Winner never quits, Quitter never wins! u will always have my full support.

anyway, here is a song of Maal Hijrah for us to ponder...

Satu Muharam detik permulaan,
perkiraan tahun Islam Hijrah,
perpindahan nabi dan umat Islam,
dari Kota Mekah ke Kota Madinah.

Atas keyakinan dan iman yang teguh,
kaum Muhajirin dan Ansar bersatu,
rela berkorban harta dan nyawa,
demi menegakkan Islam tercinta.

Hijrah itu pengorbanan,
Hijrah itu perjuangan,
Hijrah itu persaudaraan,
Hijrah membentuk perpaduan.

Oleh itu mari semua,
kita sambut Maal Hijrah,
tingkatkan semangat,
tegakkan syiar Islam,
untuk sepanjang zaman

owh yes, i am on 3 weeks holiday until January... begin to miss my classmates, my best friends, elma, maki, abeer ...
in this 3 weeks, i will make use the time to study for theoretical driving test. this is my second time repeating the test! nak cakap susah, x juga...nak cakap senang, mcm susah... its ok, i will study more this time.... tak tahan hidup turun naik bas, tukar tram, tunggu bas masa winter ni...sejuk giler! kalau pass, syukur alhamdulillah..dan kami boleh plan utk beli small second hand car here. tp kalau x pass lg, sampai bila2 laaa kami sekeluarga turun naik bas/ tramp..

yeay, we r heading to Rome, Italy tonight for 4 days and 3 nights holiday. tak sabar ni nak jalan2 historical city of Rome, nanti saya update gambar terbaru kami sekeluarga yer. i always wanted to upload the photos, but semua gambar masih dlm camera lg.. sejak dtg ulm ni, jarang2 dah ambik gambar... semua busy, kecuali ayman.. dia jer yg ade byk masa lapang, rajin tgk kartoon & main2 while we r busying settling things... heheheee

Best regards,
sarah... ibu ayman
1 Muharam 1431 H

ayman at 1 year

salam & good day all

i guess it has been almost a year since i last update on this blog. many things has happened that makes me didn't know how i want to start.

well, our son Ayman has turn 1 year yesterday. i just cant believe how fast time fly.
at 1 year, he has 4 front teeths, speak at his own language, campur2 sikit bahasa melayu, english, deutsch & kecek kelate... i noticed his first few words are - dah, entah, tak nak, tata and lalalallalalalaa.
everyday i teach him to say 'ibu''ibu'ibu'. but until now, there is no sign of ayman calling me ibu. tak per, i will wait for the time to come.
ayman eats and plays a lot. right now, instead of porridge i alternate his food to rice. senang cerita, nasi dgn lauk pauk with meats, fish & vege.
ayman suka tepuk tangan bila dengar lagu2 nursery rhymes kat youtube.
ayman belum boleh berjalan elok lagi, need to hold at the wall, the chair, the table, the cabinet
ayman lani laju naik tangga, tp turun tangga belum mahir lagi.
one thing for sure, ayman suka sepah-sepahkan rumah.
ok, thats all i can think of for now. till next updates.

love, ibu ayman